And All The Girlfriends' Boyfriends.

At first i actually wanted to post about this, but before i log in, i went to March's blog and saw a post of her about this too ._. Haha no copycat thinge! Well let's start.


Let me explain about the title. And All The Girlfriends' Boyfriends. Yes i am talking about relationship. Dating. Boyfriends. Cuddles, Kisses, Hugs, Sweet words, Late night calls, and other things related.


Is it just me or seems like there was something wrong with me? now those 13 (or even 12) year olds have boyfriends. Honestly when i was 13 i didn't even care about boys, about boyfriends, relationships. I just sticked to my goal, or some adventure games. When i was 13 i loved it to play Indiana Jones and Tomb Raider. I still do, actually. I played the Indiana Jones well but couldn't even go through the first place of tomb raider. I hate Lara Croft. Haha. When i was 13, i cried because i made my Dad mad, not because i was having a problem with my boyfriend and our relationship was at stake. No i really wasn't.


I started to think about it when i entered high school. I was 15. I started to think about boys, relationship and else. That was the first time i knew i envy the couples. Especially my friends. They're all in a relationship. They texted all night and day, they went on the phone for hours, i didn't even know what they were talking for that long. Now i'm still thinking about it. I start to envy more. Especially because i'm into teenage films now. You know, teenage films have kissing, hugging, cuddling scenes. Eventhough not all my friends are in a relationship, most of them have ever been in a relationship before. They talk about their problems, they go to dates. And when that happens, i'll just sit there looking like a retarded sheep.


But no matter how envy i am, i am kind of happy for being single since birth. I still find lots of benefits of it. It means a lot. It means i could have free times to sleep without afraid of being late to date, to have amazing adventures with my Dad without being called by boyfriend, to play games without being disturbed by texts from boyfriends, to have plenty of crushes-not only the possible ones but also the most unexpected ones- without being afraid of getting caught by boyfriend, to keep fangirl-ing band dudes as fanatic as possible without making boyfriend jealous, to watch All Time Low's videos without making boyfriend angry (because they have lots of sexy scenes. haha), to want Jack Barakat and Nick Santino on my bed, to dream about dating Chris Gentile, to lay on my bed without crying because my relationship is at stake, not to be afraid to leave my phone everywhere without being scared of getting caught or making boyfriend angry because i don't reply his text soon, and much more.


I was just thinking, is there anyone having a crush on me? a huge crush? Is there anyone who thinks "How i want her to be mine" everytime he sees me? Is there anyone who talks to his bestfriend about me? Is there anyone who save my photo in their computer/cellphone? Is there anyone love me?


Well this post is not even important, it's just me and my thoughts. It's only about it.

A Rocket To The Moon/The Downtown Fiction/Hey Monday concert in Jakarta May 15th 2011

So i watched ARTTM/HM/TDF concert 2 days ago. And i'm going to tell you about my experience there :D 


My father drove me to the venue that day. I arrived at 4PM, there was already plenty of people there. I directly went in and wait till the gate open. After it opened, i entered it and went to the festival section. I was on the back of the 1st row at first. I waited there for a few hours. And finally it started.

The Downtown Fiction performed first. I didn't really listen cause i was busy moving forward lol. But Cameron was amazing. So white skinned lol what. He talked a lot. He said a lot of things in Indonesian. All i remember is he said "Terima Kasih" and "Cenat Cenut?" with his cute baby face. I laughed when he said that and i screamed "CAMERON CENAT CENUT!" but i know he didn't hear it haha. At the end of TDF's performance, i got to be on the second from the front in that festival section. That was close enough i think.

And then Hey Monday appeared, well i know their songs but i don't know the lyrics well. At first i saw all the members. I actually only knew Cassadee. She was beautiful. She has muscles and that was cool. I really loved her outfit that day. Her voice was fantastic too. She talked a lot too. She was kind as fuck. And at a moment, she sang the wrong song and told us to say "YOU SUCK CASSADEE!" i said that too but she was just too awesome to be suck haha.

There was this guy who played bass at Hey Monday that caught my eyes. He was charming. I kept starring at him during Hey Monday's performance lol. When I realized he was looking at me (because everyone was looking at Cassadee while she was talking and i was the only one looking at him i think) so i made a love sign, pointed my finger to him saying "I LOVE YOU", and he smiled. At the end of the performance, he saw me again, so i gave him a flying kiss hahaha. He smiled, a huge, sincere smile. And then went off the stage.
 

And theeeeeen, ARTTM's turn. Nick was flawless. Amazing, awesome, adorable, fantastic. Halvo was cute as fuck. We said hi to justin's mom cause he was having a video call with her mom, and he showed us to her. Nick told us to say "Hey Justin's Mom!" together and we did. At the end of the performance, Nick and Halvo took some pictures and video of us. I was there! haha i was unseen. And yeah at the end of the Baby Blue Eyes song, Nick sang Taylor Swift's "Mean" a bit. AWESOME! Nick once said "This last song is ....." after the next song, he and other members went out. We screamed "WE WANT MORE!" cause they haven't given us Like We Used To song haha. But they came back, oh they fooled us! They actually threw a lot of stuffs but i didn't get any :( Nick threw some guitar picks, some water bottles, and his towel. He was going to throw a guitar at us, but oh he fooled us again! he laughed. That was the most adorable laugh i've ever seen. His happiness is like mine too. I adore you a lot, Nick Santino :)


That's all! That was a long story, haha i know. But i was EXCITED! Soooo yeah :p Thank you!

That was the 1st time i met a normal guy on Omegle.

You : hey

Stranger : hey

You : age?

Stranger : 19 u?

You : 16 today:)

Stranger : happy birthday :)

You : Thanks :D

You: where are you from?

Stranger : NY you?

You : Indonesia :)

Stranger : cool

You : :)

Stranger : they make em beautiful over there i see :p

You : aww

You : you have facebook twitter or something?

Stranger : myspace?

You : no :(

You : Skype?

Stranger : I deleted my facebook and havent made a new one

Stranger : and i lost my password for skype

You : ohh

Stranger : which why im on this site lol

You : hahaha

You : So is your room on the attic or something?

Stranger : no its just the odd style of my house

You : hahah, im on the attic :D

Stranger : *smiles* cool

Stranger : How tall are you?

You : Im not sure :s

Stranger : Short? or tall?

You : about 5.4 feet or something

You : I think thats tall :/

Stranger : haha dont worry im tall too, im 6.1

You : woah

You : you play sports?

Stranger : i played basketball, soccer and baseball

You : hngg

Stranger : and now i play MMA.. you know MMA?

You : No -_- whats that?

Stranger : its fighting..  Mixed Martial Arts, how about UFC?

You : oohhh

You : and no -__-

Stranger : whats your bracelet say?

You : Northern Downpour *showing my bracelet to the camera*

You : its P!ATD fans name

Stranger : I got a bracelet on too

You : What it say?

*stranger shows his bracelet to the camera. It’s “I <3 Boobies”*

You : Tsk.

Stranger : its for breast cancer its a good deed

You : haha ok

Stranger : You find a lot of creeps here?

You : yeahh, a looooooooooooot

Stranger : yeah, those guys, they like showing their stuff

You : yeaaaa, seems like they just got their stuffs yesterday

Stranger : haha

Stranger : so do you have a name?

You : of course -.- its Waitatiri, but you can call me Waita. Its weird, i know

You : whats your name?

Stranger : no, its just different. Its cool to be different

Stranger : Zack

Stranger : Its nice to meet you here

You : Well Zack, glad to meet you here too :)

You : you want to disconnect, right?

Stranger : yeah but dont worry you’ll be hearing from me

Stranger : i’ll try to send email to get my skype password back (actually he said facebook but i think its just typo)

You : oh ok :)

You : you wanna go off now?

Stranger : yeah i gotta go to the gym, you’ll be hearing from me

You : ok :)

Stranger : could you smile once again for me? It was a beautiful one on the first :P

You : *smiles* I’ve done it :P

*Zack smiled, and i smiled again. We both looking at each other and smiled*

Stranger : ok, byeeee :D

You : Byeeeeee

i smiled and clicked the disconnect button. And the stupidest thing i did is.. I FORGOT TO DOWNLOAD THE LOG. Hajhgdshdfaghjdfajh thank God i still remember this (almost) whole conversation ~(*,*~)

PS : Maybe there's some different words but both have the same point :)