Blue.

I get depressed every night.
I think, and i regret most of the things i did.
I have a lot of problems.
I hate how boys only fall in love with pretty, skinny girls.
I hate how people treat me.
I hate my body figure.
I hate not being the type of girl guys fall in love with.
I cry myself to sleep everynight.
I have a low self-esteem.
I am not smart.
I am not beautiful.
I am not rich.
I am not famous.
I don't have a perfect skin.
I don't wear perfect clothes.
I don't wear make ups.
I feel bad for myself.
I cry way too easily.
I cry over the small things.
I cry when i'm angry.
I cry when i'm sad.
I cry when i'm happy.
I envy couples.
I am not loved by much people.
I think about suicide almost everyday.
I am not strong.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't know myself.

My life. Why.