All Time Low? Cancelled.

Guess what guys.. The worst thing i'd ever imagine just happened. All Time Low's Concert in Indonesia is Cancelled. It hurts. Really. I didn't know about that until my friends started tweeting about it and mentioned me saying "be patient" and else. I didn't believe it at first, until i looked at the Promoter's twitterpage.. he said so. I still couldn't believe it. I looked at Alex's twitter page and got an extreme shock. It was really cancelled. I cried, literally. I was at school. I was fasting but the tears just came out itself without me wanting it to come out so it won't break my fasting. But it still hurts.


What hurts is, the efforts i've done for the ticket. Wait it's not a ticket yet, it's a voucher. Yes, the efforts i've done just to get the presale 1 one, because it's cheaper. Those moments, efforts, when i begged my Dad to drove me to the ticket box. The fact that i left my sick brother at home to go to the ticket box. The fact that the ticket box is DAMN far and i used motorcycle with my Dad and as the result for being too long on the motorcycle, i couldn't feel my butt. Haha.


I just think those efforts are now useless. I hate this. I hate the way i got down after i got really high. The way i got disappointed after i got damnly excited for the concert. I hate seeing their concert's poster on my bedroom wall because it says "ALL TIME LOW, TENNIS INDOOR SENAYAN, JAKARTA 6 OCTOBER 2011". I'm afraid when they're already available the recent promoter (JAVAmusikindo) don't get to be the first and they come here with a different promoter which is usually sell EXPENSIVE tickets..


I'm screwed. I refused to watch Panic! At The Disco's concert here too because of it. I'm just.. not in the mood. Arggggg what am i supposed to do right now D: